you said it hurts knowing people are moving forward while you are not, just because you have different fate. I mean, you are prepared for other greater plans by God, real awesome ones. But you keep turning your head around to see those people so you don’t seem to see things given to you right in front of you. And that would be the saddest thing ever, worse than what you know hurts.
Two close friends just flew back to Indo this weekend: Gita is on holiday and Ariel is moving to China. Sad sad sad cuz the following weeks won’t feel the same anymore :(. This means no sleepovers for a while, and no street fighting forever, hah. Anyway, we’ll see each other soon, especially Gita who’s coming next month so that’s worth a YAY! And for Ariel, i believe that one day we will all have the chance to meet you and laugh like we used to. God is with you two and He love you so badd.